Crazy Nights

I could not sleep even though I've tried. My mind just seemed to race. When i told Cassius it bothered me to think that he would be leader, it felt good at the time, but now I'm a mess. At this point in time I'm very much so convinced that Caesar must die. I awaken my servant to fetch me a candle for my study. When he comes back he gives me a letter that is from the roman people and it basically tells me that i need to kill Caesar. See what did i tell you, I'm always right( =. Cassius drops by to say what up and, brings some friends along with him. They wanted to take an oath, i was like what?!?! No thanks, I'm good. Then out of nowhere Cassius comes off with saying that we should Kill Mark Antony as well!! I cant believe this, but as noble as i am, i explained that We can't kill anyone other then Caesar.

Is he Crowned?

I didn't know I was hurting my friends the closest people to me. Today when I told Cassius I wasn't staying for festivities he told me how he felt. He said he felt as though I was not nice to him as much I used to be. I was like listen its nothing personal, I'm just dealing with some things right now and I'm a little troubled. 

I don't feel like being around tons of people, chilling and what not for awhile. Then we got into the whole subject of Caesar being made the leader of Rome. I kinda let it slip that it worried me a tad bit if he was gonna be leader or not. Trust me when I speak it, it is not out of hate. I have nothing against Caesar but something about him gives me a vibe that doesn't seem to be right. 

Guess who happened to pop up as Cassius and I were talking? CASCA !!! He gossiped a bit & told me that the people offered Caesar the crown three times but he refused. Why would he do that ?!?!? ugh I'll never understand these wanna-be leaders.